영원/Eternity

To say that I haven't been feeling motivated enough to update would be an understatement. To be completely honest, I haven't felt motivated enough to do much of anything lately. And I could blame it on outside influences (being busy with work, my boyfriend, piano lessons, etc.), but nothing is to blame on the outside. I just haven't felt like updating. Because I didn't feel I had anything interesting to say. Which is true enough, still--I live a fairly boring, normal life. And the things that happen in my life that aren't boring and normal are so personal that someone would be able to pick out exactly who I am having spoken with me for an hour and then looked up this blog. And I don't know that I can publish such personal information without feeling a little paranoid about someone I wouldn't want seeing this information seeing it.

Ah, the question all bloggers must ask themselves when they wish to maintain anonymity on the internet. It's difficult. Especially because a lot of what I write involves my opinions--opinions that could potentially hurt people. And since my opinions of late have revolved around negativity and anger towards people with whom I interact, I'm guaranteed to hurt someone should they recognize themselves within any of my posts.

But I'll certainly give it a try. What's the point of having a blog if you never update it, right?

I'm just a big poopie-head.

It's Mothers' Day soon. This Sunday, in fact. And I'm still not quite certain what I'd like to give my dearest mum for her very special day. I'm thinking a drawing, however. Of an angel.

Anybody know of any good ones?

I seem to be having the worst case of bad luck when it comes to summer jobs this year. First, I did training at a call centre, then realized that I just couldn't work in another one. So, after three weeks, I quit. Now, after two days of working at a sandwich shop (and having to cancel a lesson because of the sandwich shop job), I find that the infection I had (on my hands, no less) is coming back because I have to wear plastic gloves constantly at work.

I don't know what to do about it. I mean, should I just go there today and quit? But, I need the money... so until I get another job, quitting kind of isn't an option. Except that by the time I DO get another job, my infection will most likely have become a full-blown rash again.

I'm seriously hating job-hunting this year. Seriously.

DIY Stair Drawers

I desperately need stair drawers where I live. Besides, it would make such better storage for shoes than the closet would.

Starting at Subway today. I'm happy with the job... the only real problem I have is that I'm not going to get full-time hours. So I'm going to have to find another job that gives me more hours. Preferably a job at the dry cleaner's. I don't dry clean my clothes, but it seems like it would be a nice, comfortable job, you know? And I've never heard of a dry cleaner's being robbed. I just have to worry about giving the right people the right clothes, you know?